Every journey begin with a single step. A new chapter, a new adventure; to find out what does it means to be “Vietnamese?”
As I grow older, I have no idea what kind of blood pump through my vain anymore: winter ice or or dirty sun.
This has been planned for 5 years. The day my little prince came into this world to be exact. I want to know more of what made me who I am. I want to know more of where I come from as everyday I feel the winter of the North is taking over. It’s sad, the little bit of me that yearning to return to my roots.
I want to experience the Vietnamese that I am; I want to live in the country that bore my people; I want to know more.
I’m going to or try to, walk through Vietnam. I want to touch the ground of this dirty, yet beloved country with my barefoot, eat the same food that my people eat, breath the air that my forefather have fought and died many years ago for peace that most enjoy today.
I’m very scare for this journey because of the virus, yet I’m not afraid of the many problems that friends and families have warned about: robberies, pickpocket, most importantly people over all. I believe people born with good intention, and due to circumstances beyond their comprehension will turn to the dark side. If my fate happen to tumble upon these folks, then I guess there is nothing much for me to do, beside give in to it.
In preparation of the virus, I have taken measure to have a N95 mask and regularly wash my hands with soap. The rest will be guide by the man upstairs – God.
My journey begins in Ho Chi Minh, also known as Saigon to many. It’s the biggest city in vietnam I would say, the epicentre of this country financial, cultural and people,
This is a beautiful city, yet full of noise, pollution, and unfinished construction projects. I feel Saigon is like a beautiful girl with too much baggage – you can love her but be prepared to deal with many of her problems.
I’m too old for this. My heart is too weak to hold her bosom. My loin is too tender to be of used, thus, Saigon – em, we must depart for now. I’ll check back with you upon my return.
Do take care of yourself. I know you don’t need me to say this. You’re a strong, desirable woman, who will forever have a place in man’s heart.
My journey begin with you and will end with you. Until then, keep your chin up, and be you.
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